I wasn't myself today . I don't know why . I can't figured out what's the caused of the arguments I've had with Anuar . Somehow , I knew it was partly my fault and his fault too . =( Yesterday night , 9.30pm , Anuar went over to his Aunt house at Jurong and promised to text me once he's back . By then , I was way sleepy since I haven't been having a good rest for the past few days . But being a good girlfriend , I stayed up and waited for him . Time checked : 11.45pm .I got a strong feeling that he should already be home at this hour. Text-ed him but no response .Beeped him up but still no one answered . Last try , text-ed him again , no reply .Half an hour later , he text me saying this , "sorry I tertidur plus hp I silent" .

Ok , I was very disappointed but I didn't showed to him my feelings but instead , I asked him to get back to sleep . One thing about Anuar is that his nightmares or dreams always do come true .So blah blah blah . He woke up earlier than me just now and asked is I were ok . I wouldn't want him to keep thinking about it and I said I'm fine . Suddenly , his mood change . Err , I wanted to meet him up in the morning to asked him to guide me along while I'm practically doing my mathematics but then we argued , so yeah , planned cancelled .

I skipped school because I don't find all the lessons productive . Friends had been giving me empty promises , you know who you are . Well , cm'mon lah , N's is just about in 7 more days and we didn't make the effort to open our books and start studying . What's there in our mind ?! You better need to buck up lah girl . Don't placed your ass at home and start giving me lame excuses . It brings you nowhere .Parent's are there to encouraged us to school , not to asked us to stayed at home and helped her out . That is like so my Mama's season !

The girls are very happy cos' they can hardly see us in class . They see us as failure and we must proved them wrong ! Mr Aidil has gave up on us and I'm very sure we're not in one of his list .Plus , working is like so after N's so you have to prioritised your major examinations first .Furthermore , I felt that you're not a apart of the usual anymore . Basically , I've got many more things to say but I don't feel like posting everything out . So yeah , friends , bear that in mind .To add on ; you guys should thank me for being so concern .

I got my template changed and I used up the ones that are provided in this blogger . I'm effing lazy to search for one . I gotta get going . Meeting Anuar later . Let's pray that everything would be fine . =)