White Leather Agenda .

Moods = Not very happy.

Instead of apologizing , bad things occurs. Worst still , they took it as its my fault.Though im not the one to be blamed , i'll let them win and let me lose.I got nothing to be embarrased about because i did nothing wrong. Last lesson was ridiculous. Perhaps my words and convo have hurt them so they start things all over again, thinking that we were talking about them.Y'see , i had enough. Really ! Enough. I stayed up all night and bby had always accompanied me. Lent me his shoulders for me to cry on. I had never let him interfere in my problems because i dont wish to troubled him so much ,so the least he could do is to calm me down and asked me to heed his advices.Im sure , he do really felt dissapointed in me for giving up so easily ,but what can i do? After all , they are my friends.I dont wished to spread this things around and perhaps just settled this for one.But , it was never too easy. Closest friends do asked me to calmed and i did likewise ,but can you keep enduring when they whisper here and there.Well , they may not be talking about me all the times but it gets irritated becuase you may find it too much .But have i ever say anything? No ! I didnt .Bby is really dissapointed in me because i let them did this to me ,but i dont want things to go far by worst when i speak ,so i shut.

Dear God ; Please help me ! Im the victim here and i thinked they make me suffer so much.Im stressed. Really. This has totally went outta control.

(insertyournamehere) , stop and grow. Think and get a life. Ty.

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